The second year was a tough year, it made me grow up a
little, get into harder-working mentality and develop my artistic skills
further. I have learned a lot during this last term, probably more than in
entire first year. You may ask “What took you so long?” – Well, coming to
university is a challenge, especially for those like me came straight after
finishing their foundation or secondary school. You are basically all green
about what adult life is like, or how is it going to be. It’s not all fun and
games. University isn’t for everyone either. Some people drop out straight at
the beginning, some later and some stay and push through it. University is a
lot of stress and pressure, but it is just as rewarding and I am glad I took it
up and roll with it.
So where is this course taking me?
Aside from the growing up part, I am starting to see more
clearly where I am heading. I now have strong feelings about becoming a character
artist. (2D, 3D) I would love to work in an indie company, making cool fantasy
games. So how do I get there? Simply we kill the batman. I just need to keep
expanding (Jabba Hut). I like where this is going I have to say, I am really
enjoying the course right now and I hope it will be even more fun and
challenging in 3rd year. I collected small library of books and
software by now, I am actually curious about learning new things. Life is good.
Now a little about the mistakes I have made during the year,
well, it took me hell-of-a-long time to finally get slightly better with time management,
or maybe not even that so much as getting into some sort of routine, it can get
only better from now on I guess. I have learned a lot from my mistakes in the
group project, because in the end, the roles matter and you are dependent on
other people doing stuff, thinking one person can pull it all off is not the
way to go.
I got better at taking critique. And that is always a good
thing. Being less precious about your work has helped me to improve massively
as well. There have been all different good things that came out of me this
year, clearing my uncertainties was one of that. I was at the stage in middle
of the year where I thought I just should have given up, drop the course, pack
the bags, I am not good at it, yada yada. Then thinking I want to do something
else, I want to do everything, and maybe I should do another course instead. Thankfully
all of that passed.
For now we will just keep on moving.


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